When he raises his head from sajdah, he sits back on his knees and his focus must be on Allah’s Generosity, Boundless Bounty and the intensity of his need for Allah’s Grace and Tenderness. Thus, he casts himself upon Allah’s Mercy, begging Allah to forgive him, have mercy upon him, and grant him well-being, guidance and provision.
Then when he sits back for tashahud, he resembles a pilgrim during his farewell tawaaf, and his heart experiences the anguish of parting from his Lord and returning to the worldly distractions and pursuits that prevent him from standing before his Lord. His heart had already tasted the agony of this separation before he started his prayer. Then in salat his heart savored the exquisite ecstasy of nearness to Allah, and tasted the bliss of salat, and the feeling of well being.
So now his heart experiences desolation at the thought of termination of that joy, and he wishes that his salat could be continued till the Day of Judgment. For he knows he is parting from The One who has always granted him felicity, and he is returning to the company of those who have invariably troubled him, hurt him and pained him. The pangs of agony at the termination of salat are only experienced by one whose heart is spiritually alive with Allah’s remembrance, Love, and who is fully aware of the dangers of people, and how the heart suffers stifling suffocation and spiritual darkness, and loses the opportunity for good deeds and ears sins in their company.
To be continued…